Life is about waking up at 4:12 am
Grabbing the bunch of blanket
Realizing you can’t sneeze on it
So you stand up and try to fix yourself
Over and over again
I tried not to break down
Change is good, but, says who again?
I am not broken, everything is just too deep
You’re not shallow
But can we ever meet?
A love’s so strong, bothered by the actions
Confused as I may seem,
Yet this love of ours, is for us to keep.
Tell me what do you see,
In this dark place called love.
Tell me what do you feel,
with a heart that’s full of scars
Because I’ve tried so hard,
That’s there’s no one left behind.
Tell me what you love,
go far beyond skin deep.
Tell me what’s been keeping you alive,
are you proud of whom I’ve become?
Not knowing what I feel
Ashamed for not knowing what it’s like
For the least I am breathing
To keep this reality on ground
Be strong, woman
For you may be not in sight of the others
For your sorrows will never be felt
For your thoughts will always be deep
But you will always exist
For you are a reality
To anyone’s universe.
On bed, On reality
I was in a light feeling
He thought I was sleeping
So he kissed me on my right cheek.
As I lay my head facing the left Leaving myself around his warmth
I felt beyond safe and sound.
Words cannot be spoken by mouth
For he gently kissed them by every minute.
Hoping this day would never end
But I had to be awake for reality
That this moment will end
And will repeat in the right time.
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